Mother's Day

Left Corner then clockwise: Lucy, Aubrey, Weston, Spencer, Samantha

I put these pics up with the intention to do a blog post about Mother's day.  It really was a wonderful day and weekend really.  We went to Pei Wei sat night.  Then Shelly called and we went shopping together and that was totally fun.  Jake had taken the kids shopping on Sat. and I was wondering what they would be getting me...I love surprises.  Sometimes in the past, I picked my own presents...but this year...I just waited it out.  Sunday morning Jake was actually able to be home from some of his church meetings and that was so nice.  I got cards and colored pages from the kiddos.  Then my presents...Jake got me workout clothes!! I was really excited.  I had actually looked for them myself the night before with Shelly and couldn't find any I liked.  We joined a gym about a month ago and I go almost every day...so they were needed and WANTED! Church was wonderful and I am so grateful for all of the friends, Mom's and Grandmas in my life who are such amazing examples to me.  I love being a MOM.  Although I am not perfect and I find it hard at times.  Being a MOM is by far what makes me the MOST happy in life. 

Later that night we went over to Grandma and Grandpa Watkins and had a wonderful dinner. I loved not having to cook and chiling with the family.   Jake surprised me again with cheesecake (my FAVORITE dessert). 

 

The cute girls with Grandpa Norm.  Not the best pic of this handsome guy...but the girlies look so cute!

The day really was wonderful and over and over again I felt honored and grateful for the wonderful life I have been blessed with.  Not all Mother's days have been easy for me. I know that this day can be hard on so many women.  I remember the one after Samantha died being so hard. Feeling like I may never have the family I often dreamed of.   Then later after Spencer we had a hard time getting pregnant...and that Mother's day was hard. I wanted so desperately to have more children and couldn't understand why that hadn't happened for us yet. I guess I am trying to say that I know Mother's day isn't always a happy day.  Sometimes we have times in our lives where they are hard and maybe feel down.  I have beautiful friends who long for husbands and babies and have the desire to Mother.  I wish this day was always amazing for every girl. I really do. Sadly that isn't how it is...but I hope that we can all have reason to be happy and grateful for our lives.  Remember that life does change and dreams  can come true.  This isn't written very well at all...but what I am trying to say is I am grateful for a Happy Day and I know that it isn't that way for everyone....always;  however, I am going to be grateful for this gift, and pray that all of my dear friends...will have their "happy day" soon enough! 

These silly kids really are each their very own person.  I am in awe of their talents, strengths and STRONG personalities.   

For my kids. 

Aubrey: You are absolutely brilliant.  I am thrilled to see how well you learn and then retain information.  You are a wonderful singer and have hidden musical talents for sure.  I am so glad that you are the oldest and get to help teach and be an example for your brothers....I pray you continue to be a leader and make righteous choices.  I know you can do ANYTHING you put your mind to...and I know you will do amazing things in this life! You are beautiful and kind.  Thanks for beings super organized and wonderful.  Love you!

Weston: You are our "sports boy"...according to you!  Weston though...I want you to know you are more than just super coordinated.  You have been blessed with many talents that I hope you use to serve others.  Weston I want you to be a good boy.  Follow your Father's example and be kind to women.  I hope you are always as hard of a worker as you are now. You bring a lot of joy to me and Dad...we love you "Donny", "Westino Caprino!"

Spencer: You are growing up so fast now days.  I am loving our talks on the way to and from the gym.  You love to have "rituals" and to keep everything fair in our home.  You are a wonderful big brother to our sweet Lucy.  She loves spending time with you and you are sooooo funny!  I am excited to see you develop your personality and talents.  You are going to school next year and Mom will miss you so much!  You're the best! aka Spenner, Benner, Ben...Mookie!

 

And last but certainly not least...

Lucy Bear: You are such a little doll.  We love your smiles, your sweet spirit...your eyes...your chub!!! The list goes on and on. We are so glad to have you in our family and to see who you become.  I personally just LOVE how social you are!!  It is fun to have a baby that smiles at EVERYONE!  I feel you truly make peoples day.  I seriously have random old ladies just hugging you and wanting pics of you!  I let them...because I feel honored to have you in our family and I know that Heavenly Father sent you to this earth for amazing things!!!

All of my kids...Samantha included.  Be patient with me.  Know I want to be a wonderful Mother.  Know I love you!  Know I am grateful for you!  I am so glad to have you in our Eternal Family!!