Sprinklers in May

Oh my.  I don't know why...but I find myself always taking pictures of my kids when they are wet...half naked and having fun.  I guess I just think they are cute that way. 
 

 

 

 Here in AZ it has been in the 100 plus digits all month.  Yowzers!

Slugger!!!

It has been so fun to watch Weston play his first season of coach pitch baseball. He (as always) takes it super serious and I think had even more fun in practicing with his DAD. We even went out as a family a few times and Aubrey and Spencer joined in the fun. It was great to see his batting improve and see him learning to field and catch. We love you Weston! You are truly AWESOME at sports!!!
The only downside was the games were HOT, HOT, HOT!  Most were at 1pm or 2pm...and we had most of them over 100 degrees!

 

Singing time!

So when I looked at my camera today I only had a few pictures and videos of the recent events.  Mostly just videos of my kiddos singing karaoke at home...then singing again in their recent school productions.  Weston was the BOY WHO CRIED WOLF and Aubrey was an elephant in her play.  They both did great.  I tried to upload the video and it didn't work...so I might just have to put them on youtube first...which is an annoying extra step.  So if they don't get posted...just know...they were AWESOME!
Speaking of awesome...my Mother's Day was just that. 

Jake woke up early and had prepared fluffy pancakes and homemade hash browns for breakfast.  The kids all had paper made gifts and crafts to adorn me with.  I didn't have to help with getting anyone ready and we made it to 9am church without any fights or problems.  Then my favorite part...2 beautiful kids singing in sacrament meeting.  Spencer didn't feel the need to go up and sing...he claims he will when he is four.
Later that day as I tried to load the dishwasher; Aubrey explained it was my day and that I should not "lift a finger" and so I went and had a nice nap.  Then that evening I had a wonderful dinner at Grandma and Grandpa Watkins.  Prepared by Norm himself...and dessert that was to die for!  Can't beat that!!!  I kept thinking how lovely my life is and how grateful I am to be a Mother. Have you ever heard the song that goes like this?
"When I grow up...I want to be a Mother;
and have a family
One little, two little, three little babies I can LOVE.

When I grow up...each sister and each brother;
will look a lot like me,
Four little, five little, six little blessing from above.

And I will love them all day long
and give them cookies and milk, and yellow balloons...
And cuddle them when things go wrong,
and read them stories and sing them pretty tunes.

When I grow up... I want to be a Mother and have a family.
Seven little, eight little, nine little babies I can love."

Well...this is the song that was in my head as I dozed off to sleep that night.  The one thing I dreamed of most as a little girl has come true! What a privilege it is to be a Mother.  I know so many who had this same dream and it hasn't come true yet for them.  This breaks my heart.  I wish we lived in a world where all the little girls who dreamed of being moms...could be so blessed.

 I love my babies that have been truly "sent to me from above".  I am grateful to be called their Mother. 

 

 

Gotta get more pics of this ever growing tummy of mine!  I still can't believe I am only 17 weeks.  Hopefully soon time speeds up a bit and the growing slows down.

T-minus 5 days and we get our ultrasound!  I cannot WAIT to find out what we are having!!!! Any guesses???

Laura Ingalls Wilder

 

 

Aubrey recently did an oral presentation about Laura Ingalls Wilder. It was kind of like a book report, but more about Laura's entire life.  She practiced and had her whole 5 minute talk almost completely memorized.  When she got down to actually doing it in front of everyone she read the entire thing.  I asked her why after and she said all the other kids read theirs...so she did too!  Either way, she was very cute, prepared and did it all by herself.  We are very proud of her.  I love how Aubrey excels in school.  It makes our job as her parents a lot easier and I feel blessed she loves to read and learn and be independent.  Love you Aubrey Jean!

Growing belly

Not the most flattering pics...

Honestly I am soooo SHOCKED I am showing so much, so soon...but there ya go!  This is what I look like at 14 and a half weeks pregnant with baby number 5!  Hopefully starting out big doesn't mean I will end up huge; at least not more HUGE than I usually get!  Thank you Weston and Aubrey for being my photographers.

I made it to....trimester number 2!

This made me laugh.  Which I needed today!

I have been wanting to blog for some time now about my feelings or thoughts about being pregnant.  However...every time I want to do it...I am worried it will be too depressing, or negative and I would really like to just stay positive and post about the FUN.. HAPPY ... GREAT moments in my life.  I don't really want to remember in all honesty my last few months.  The other day I had a "good day."  This meant I actually showered, did laundry and went the entire day without throwing up.  I thought...YAY I am actually almost in my 2nd trimester and the worst of it is over!! I should have blogged that day...

Because here a couple of days later I am sick as can be...bummed, lazy...nauseous and completely OVER this!!! I know I am absolutely no fun to be around.  I apologize to all who have seen me lately.  I have nothing exciting to say or add to any conversation. 

Unless you find it illuminating to hear about how I threw up the other day while at a stoplight.

I haven't actually done or thought about anything for weeks.  I think I only think about baby names..heartburn...and when I get to sleep again.  I read babycenter.com posts about other mothers who are suffering.. (this makes me feel better about my lot) then I rest...then I eat...then I am sick again. 

Spencer is being raised by the Wii and currently Mario Party 9.  My other children luckily have school and other things to keep them busy.  Jake and I are on speaking terms...but barely.  haha My "mommy guilt" is at a all time high right now.

There ya go.  The joys of being pregnant when your hormones are whacked and another couple of weeks of being sick seems like another couple of years. 

Hmmmm so much for this post staying positive. 

Let me try to salvage it. 

Aubrey is being super cute and loves talking to me about all things pregnant lady.  She currently loves to come up with baby names...usually girl ones.

I look at my other children differently...with so much appreciation.  I am reminded that I have done this before...because the reward is sooooo worth it! I see their beautiful personalities and wonder who else will join us.

I have seen amazing friends help without being asked.  Thank you!

I have been on Zofran this pregnancy and have thrown up less than I did with my first pregnancy.  This is by far the kind of pregnancy that I could have been SUPER sick and dehydrated like I was then.  I am grateful for that stupid drug.  (I say this...because some of the side affects are NOT fun...) but the pros outweigh the cons and I am grateful for that.

Time has slowed down.  This is usually not positive...but it does seem like I get to have a whole year that will drag on instead of fly by!!!  Time really does usually go to fast...so I will at least have that.

I have prayed a lot and learned that I am VERY grateful for the everyday health that I usually have.  I am grateful for the knowledge that at SOME POINT (hopefully soon) I will be back to normal.  I am grateful for my normal.

My husband has gone above and beyond to help...no DO the grocery shopping/errands.  The bulk of child care when he is around and the food.  Without him we would just starve I think.  Thanks babe.

That is all I can think of for now.  Please don't think that I am not thrilled to be expecting...I AM!  We tried for this baby for a long time.  He or she is very LOVED and WANTED and ANTICIPATED.  I know that wishing I didn't have extreme morning sickness...doesn't change it.  It is here and I knew it would be.  I guess that is one positive. 

So...to my future child.

I KNEW it was gonna be this hard.  It has been before...but I willing chose to feel sick everyday for weeks on end...because I wanted YOU to be apart of our family....forever! I LOVE YOU!!!

And we had Easter

Here we are in our Easter attire a few weeks before Easter.  I (for some reason) thought Easter fell during Conference Weekend...so I had everyone dress up the Sunday before.  I made the boys ties (like every other Mother who does Pinterest..haha) and also Aubrey's dress.  I got my dress at Goodwill.  All in all I thought we looked cute for hardly any cost. 

Doesn't Jake look thrilled to get his picture taken?  This is right after church and no one was really happy to wait to get out of church clothes.

 Saturday we went over to Grandma and Grandpa Watkins for Easter celebrations.  We had a glorious feast for brunch...then egg hunt and egg dying.  Lots of fun and we also got to catch up with Jake's Uncle Jim and his family.

Spencer was kind of hesitant getting eggs this year.  He got more excited once he realized they were full of candy.

Weston just found one of the "special money" eggs!

Here is Aubrey showing off her dollar!

Spencer realizing there is candy and he can eat it!

Weston's favorite part is when we dye eggs. He loved it!  Here is his Rock Star egg!


The next day we had everyone over for a family Easter dinner and were able to focus on the real meaning of the Season. I am so grateful for our family and the opportunity we have to be together after this life.  I am grateful for the gift of the Resurrection and the Atonement in my life.  Happy Easter

"Sister Wives"

Corissa and I at dinner at Gordon Biersch.  Some dang good garlic fries.

The title of this post just makes me laugh. We call ourselves that just to be silly. So here are photos of a recent "retreat" that we took to Scottsdale. This funny group of ladies get together to watch "The Bachelor" late Monday nights. I just started going and find it quite entertaining. NOT the show...but the company.

 

Shelly and myself...taking a break from shopping for junk food.

 What is a girl's night without TONS of junk food!!!

 

 Okay these pics need some explaining.  Someone suggested blowing our lips together...like buzzing them and taking pictures.  We laughed so hard.  I had to take a bathroom break...just because it was soooo funny!!

Trying to get a group shot!

 Anyway, we mostly just ate, and laughed and ate some more.  Then we sat around like in the below pic and enjoyed being together.  I had a great time and I feel so lucky to have wonderful women in my life!

  

The next morning we went and got breakfast at "Crackers." It was my first time and it was so delish!  Thanks Jake for watching the kids (I think they went bowling) while I was away.  Thanks for having me my sweet Sister Wives! 

School Pictures and other stuff.

 I am one of those people who feels no shame in my NOT buying school pictures.  Sometimes I think I am the only mother on the planet who doesn't buy...but I will admit that I don't.  I have never and will never buy them.  I am just too cheap and practical. So the morning of school pics...I just took the kids outside and got a shot quick before school. 

I figure I take enough pictures of them...they will never have to be angry that I didn't buy them their school pics.  At least I hope so.  They are cute kids.  I will give you that.

Here is his school pic.  He is so handsome. 

The new paint color is supposed to be grey...it turned out more blue.  I like the new pots.  That is about it so far.  Blah.  What was I thinking???

A little more "Create!"

This is the ugly eyesore that was once in our kitchen...then got moved to the outside. It is soooo weathered and worn. It is warped and sad. We are having a baby shower here this weekend; so I had the idea to paint it. Just so it wasn't so disgusting. Usually I cover it with a table cloth. Anyway, here are the steps.

Step One: Start with wretched table.

Step Two: I decided to find a picture to stencil onto the table. My printer wasn't working...so I ended up drawing it free hand.

Step 3: Prime it with Kilz...hoping that the dry-rot dies.

Step 4: Work out with my buddy while primer dries. (See video below.) He actually tried to follow along most of the workout.

Step 5: Paint the table a baby blue color.

Step 6: Trace the stencil onto the table...then begin to paint the outline. I used the yellow leftover from my bright yellow door, but toned it down with some cream paint.

Three hours later and three coats later. Isn't it lovely!

It will be much nicer come Sat. for the shower and for the rest of Spring for outside eating. The whole time I painted I was humming this tune.

"I often go walking in meadows of clover,

and I gather armfuls of blossoms of blue.

I gather the blossoms the whole meadow over.

Dear "Sammy" all flowers remind me of you."

Then I cried a little when it was done. For some reason today I missed our first baby. Maybe it was the baby shower prep. Maybe it was because when I think of her I think of flowers... maybe because I used to sing this song to myself right after she died...and somehow it made me feel better. Who knows? But I will smile and maybe cry sometimes when I look at this table. It is so strange how emotions can come to the surface for no apparent reason. But they do. And today they did.

Question. Should I repeat the painting on the left side of the table? I had planned to just do the half, but now I don't know.